SO its been a while since I’ve added anything to this page, sorry for that! As Erika mentioned, vet school is HECTIC!
I am officially 50% a doctor, its quite hard to believe but I know I’ve put the work in.. we all have. My non vet student best friend gets to hear all the struggles and complaints through the weeks and semesters, she tells people who ask that vet school is like boot camp.. we are required to take 26 ish credits per semester and maintain a ‘work-life balance’ while also having relationships, managing money, taking care of our own pets (I have 6 dogs, 4 horses, a cat), and somehow balancing clubs and activities.. I think I’m part of four clubs? I’m the president for the small ruminant club, secretary for the bovine practitioners club, member of the equine practitioners club, member of the holistic medicine club.
I don’t know where to start regarding life and struggles since its been so long since I’ve added to this page. I’ll start by reminding you all that imposters syndrome is real, I don’t feel like I belong in vet school and I don’t know when/if I will feel like I really am a doctor.. or on track to be a doctor (as the case may be). Last Spring, I failed a class. That was a hit to my ego and I struggled thereafter with how difficult school was and whether I could pass any tests ever again. We took capstone, which I barely passed! But then second year seemed to go better for me and here I am, finished with it and moving forward with this education. I’ve heard third and fourth year are better! So looking forward to that.
Now, bringing things to current times.. I am in Arizona for the summer (where I call home). I spent most of the last week on the San Carlos Reservation with the Apache Tribe on a R.A.V.S. (rural area veterinary service) trip. It was epic and sad and wonderful and tiring and crazy! I met vet students from across the nation including from Alabama, Massachusetts, Pennsylvania, Arizona, Florida. I made friends and learned about cases I might not see in general practice, off the reservation. I can perform a decent physical exam in only a few minutes and identify enlarged lymph nodes.
The next two weeks I will be at a local dairy then the remainder of the summer I’ll be at a rural mixed practice an hour and a half from my hometown, where the vet is well known and well loved.
My advice, although its not deep or extremely thoughtful, is to just keep going. Keep doing the homework, keep going to class. Starting and stopping is harder.. just keep pumping out those annoying papers and assignments and taking those exams. Eventually, you’ll be handed a degree.